merry x-mas

we're just about to leave to go to my grandma's sister's house. i knew that my grandma would make my mom go to her sister's house for christmas. i seen my uncle at my grandma's house, i didn't break down crying, i asked him for a hug and he said that he couldn't because of his feeding tube that he got put in yesterday. i told him that i loved him and i'm assuming that he didn't say it back to me because he's not the kind of person that's open to show his feelings. he probably doesn't like me treating him so differently because he's sick but i'm sorry, i don't know what else to do.
it's time to go to my grandma's sister's house, i hope there isn't any fighting between our family. my grandma told my mom that christmas was about "family", not about her, so she had to bring me to my grandma's sister's house. so that's where i'm going to go.